Are these feelings you have your own or are you a sensitive who taps in to the vast and indefinable ‘Field’, experiences things, feelings and thoughts and sensations, that are not yours, and then makes them personal somehow?
It may seem an oblique and obscure thing to inquire into, but the deeper I go into consciousness, quantum science, the whole human experience and the nature of reality, the more I arrive at the real possibility that we are not only transmitters of information from within our own vibratory unit (our human experience) but we also receive vast pockets of information from what we might call ‘the Field.’ We are not one or the other but both transmitters AND receivers.
Put like that it makes obvious sense to me.
In my experience, we need to seriously re-train ourselves to acknowledge and value this kind of perception. Sensing the Field has great value. It is an empathic experience that would contribute to the human experience, but it needs to be valued and talked about.
The danger is that it is simply not recognised as real. Its one of those subtle experiences, or even sensations, that has no place in the gross world of the hard senses, no place in the greed world or the ego world.
I’m not sure whether everyone experiences this, but most are so shut off and shut down they don’t even notice it, or only some people experience it, and among them only a few actually go on to listen, acknowledge and learn from it. My gut feeling and intelligence tell me that what we call mental illness, weirdness and all these cognitive dysfunctionality may have some relationship to it.
The world is generally so caught up on the surface with the war between people, and the survival stuff that it will never get close to understanding or researching or even acknowledging this phenomenon.
Unless of course there is some military or spying use!
I honestly believe I am one of these, in fact I believe I am an extreme case of this. I’m not a new age guy, I’m a feet on the ground ‘tell it like it is’, let’s cut through the bullshit guy with clear seeing.
But the more I have deepened into love, truth, letting go of ego mind and all its insanity, the more two things have happened to me (well actually a thousand things have happened but its too much to go into now!)….and those two are; First, I have become incredibly telepathic with my wife Amoda – staggeringly, intuitively, telepathic, to the point where its sometimes insane that I will say precisely, exactly, verbatim, what has been in her mind, almost instantly. And it only happens one way, like one way traffic. She transmits, I receive when I am open, and actually only when she is open also.
Over and over, almost every day, I will be blank and then say something and she will say, again, ‘there it is, you’ve said it exactly!’ and we both laugh and shiver and talk about how it has to do with the ‘field.’
And the second thing is this sensation that seems, so often, to be impersonal. I get it. It comes over me and I try and explain it as something in my life. I’m sad, or I’m feeling heavy, weighed down, or there is tremendous fear…and its so hard to differentiate between the personal and the collective…Very hard.
The trouble being that the human experience is so very deep, there is so much happening ‘under the hood’ of waking consciousness that I, and we, really do not know what is causing, creating, related to, what.
It is all really just speculation. But the human experience IS an investigation.
The human experience is the ultimate investigation. This life is not about what we get, how much success we have, or money we earn, or even how much happiness we have.
Surely the most fulfilling part of living is to cast some light on what we are and what the human experience actually IS? We don’t know. We pretend we know, but we don’t know…Its mysterious and vast and deep…Where did we really come from? What is the Universe? What is the Field of Energy? Are we just separate islands of human being, or are we connected at a level we don’t really understand? Maybe every single thing is connected at a level we know nothing about, and we blindly go around as if everything is separate!
If we look deeper and deeper into matter we find there is no matter, just some kind of quantum possibility. So why oh why are we so distracted by crap that doesn’t matter?
It’s a wild ride guys, its a wild crazy life and we do it a disservice by reducing it to greed, politics, war, job, retirement and selfish awareness.
So what I am really saying here is that we should be careful in our assumptions.
We should not take it all so personally, we could be tapping into the underbelly of collective consciousness – and boy is it a dark place.
We should acknowledge our sensitivity and listen to it, value it and encourage it.
We should allow ourselves to look beyond the small and stand open mouthed at the infinite.
And we should nurture and develop these subtle senses instead of demeaning and dismissing them.
There are things about life and consciousness that you know nothing about.
“There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio,
Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.” – Hamlet
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